HAPPY LEAP YEAR!

its the last day of feb and march is approaching in 3 hours' time. the arrival of march also signifies a hole in my wallet! we have here, 6 soccer march babies!!! i cant wait to celebrate their birthdays just like how we did for the 4 feb babies :)yes. most of the soccer girls except tzer and me, are born in the first half of the year. unfortunately for me, i'm the youngest in my team, and so, i'm the LAST ONE TO TURN 18! and on a heavier note, turning 18 for me will not be much of a joyous affair because we will all be sitting for As already! but still, october is my favourite month :)

celebrating connie's, chai's, yiting's and huiying's birthdays in feb had been a LOUD and very very high activity. hahaha. yiting teared on her birthday, and she made me almost cried too. gosh, i love my team. anyway so far, we had not got to the extend of sabotaging the birthday girl with whip cream and stuff. BUT that doesnt mean we wouldnt, so the march babies should really watch out *cheeky grins*

recently, i realised that i can be quite a mean person. its like, i make fun of certain people behind their backs, even though they had done nothing wrong to me, and may even be a friend. a hi-bye friend of course, but nevertheless, still a friend, whom i do make small talks with at times. they do have certain bad habits which irked me, such as digging one's nose so openly in public, which caused me to behave in such a undesirable manner. but each time i laughed or teased them, i would feel very guilty. thats not being a nice person at all, and i would definitely be very miserable if someone does likewise behind my back. whats more, i would join in with others in the teasing as well. gosh, i really have to change in this aspect. i'm sure God doesnt like His child to behave like this :)

participated in a civil defence emergency programme in school yesterday. i find the whole thing pretty useful, especially the cpr drill. learnt cpr in my secondary school days as an npcc cadet, but had more or less forgotten the procedure already. haha. i think i would want to take up first aid course in the future, because accidents always happen, and to be able to provide first hand help may reduce the extent of the injury and even save lives. however, i get nauseous when i see blood and mutilated flesh :/

anway, some jc boys really have not yet grown up. during the cpr drill yesterday, some of them kept making funny and crude remarks. yes, it did made most of us laugh but these remarks nowhere reflects the extra years of education we've undergone. besides, one is surely capable of hilarious yet intellectual comments to entertain the crowd. nevermind, national service is only about one year away from them :)

had a most entertaining afternoon with my darlings today as we waited for jingwen to go for her course. its really all about bringing back our childhood times, and realising that such simple thing can still bring forth countless of joy and laughter into our lives. rented the fishing game from cookie house to play-the game whereby the fishes will go in circles and will open and close its mouth, and players will have to use the small fishing rod and try to hook up as many fishes as possible. i can still remember i used to play it with my sister when i was still a child. we screamed and laughed and cheated (to disturb each other) as we played, trying to outwin each other in hooking up the most fish. hahaha. others look on and whether they think that we are childish or not, its not a bother at all. we're young at heart still! :) then we went in to cookie house and threw darts! i almost got a bullseye!

received this super random msg from chris during econs lesson today:

Never knew i could feel lkie this, like i've never seen e sky before. Wanna vanish inside your kiss. Everyday i love you more n more. Listen to my heart can you hear it sing, telling me to give you everything!
Seasons may change, winter to spring but i love you. You love me until we go wee wee. Come what may.

hahaha. i laughed at the "wee wee" part.

then brenda sent me another one in canteen:

soft soft one kiss, already beat move my heart. Deep deep one relationship. Call me reminisce till now.

HAHAHA. guess! guess which chinese song is it!

the girls are so cute lar. and they do such little things to brighten up all our day :)

came across these while reading and they made me smile:

"It's no secret that women love to talk. We talk about people, places, clothes, movies, and food. We talk about our most intimate secrets: our dreams and worries, hopes and fears. We laugh. We cry. And whenever we're laughing or crying the hardest, you can bet we're talking about just one thing: men." - Rachyl Taylor

"Talk between women friends is always therapy." -Jayne Anne Phillips

having a friendly match with vjc tml. shall play to my best, and together, my team will make jj proud :)



chris me elaine received amused stares from a couple




yupp! she've got her driving license!


star wars



geographers at science centre. i'm the monkey!

Liverpool produced

another memorable

performance to beat

Inter Milan 2-0 on a

truly wonderful

Champions League

night at Anfield.

there you go. this's my Liverpool =D

liverpool is just so unlucky. the injustice of it all just sends me fuming.

but anyway, i'm so in love with him! :



he's my drive and role model as a footballer with passion, and a captain who makes a difference. my heart bursts with adrenaline when i see him on the pitch.

gosh, i want to hug him! and feel his muscles against me =D







i was thinking, if gerrad were to leave liverpool, i guess i would follow wherever he goes.

study time with theresa again tml at coffebean. miss the place and all. got to really catch up with my econs. i'm totally lost at whichever topics that were already covered. i dont understand whats wrong with me!

I'M SITTING FOR MY A LEVELS THIS YEAR! and chinese new year is already over. why cant i be discipline and sit down and study hard, like what my teachers and parents want me to do! i'm so sure i'm going to regret when august arrives. but i am me. a procrastinator. yes, i see what the future holds for me if i dont get started now. but still, my flesh is weak. i'm more lazy than worried of the time constrains when the As get nearer.

ohhk i'm such a whiner at times. gross...

and i saw the uncensored pictures alr! man, edison chen's got such a thin genital. rather disappointing. haha.

and i kissed my sweetheart on the lips today. totally wicked! :)

grrrr SERANGOON JC soccer guys are so cocky and arrogant. and ohh yeahh, barbaric too. our singapore government has put so much emphasis on education to cultivate us and our values but i guess its a waste on such people. in fact, in such cases, education actaully causes negative externalities- jeering and humiliating others.

i hope i will never encounter such disgusting sportsmanship in my girls soccer tournament. i am an emotional person so such behaviour will either make or break me. hopefully the former though! but seriously, jjc guys played like lions today. fierce and aggressive. i believe that they would improve by A div and as long as their attitude is positive, they are the winner at the end of the day :)

went to xiaxue's blog after jasmine told me that she blogged about edison chen and his sex photos scandals. saw the mosaic pictures of him 'eating' gillian and topless cecilia cheung. but i want to see the uncensored ones! anyway, xiaxue's entry was so hilarious. she was commenting on how bushy gillian was HAHA!

well, it was quite disappointing to know that edison has a horniness level of infinity. maybe because he's so handsome, he's this big star and well, basically because he's so good looking. and then such scandals happened, and you will be like, "ohh my! i dont believe it! but its true!" kind of thing. and then, you will start to think and nod to yourself and begin to realise that hey, its not a big deal after all. he's an american born chinese, and such actions are probably due to the western culture he was exposed to when younger. you know how americans are generally more sexually active and open about sexual intercourses. HOWEVER of course, this is not to say what he had done is acceptable. well, if he does it with his gf and take snapshots/videos of it, i have no comments. but he does it with other girls, took snapshots of it AND he has a gf at the same time! i swear if i were to have a bf like this, i will murder and dismember his body, then feed his remains to the pigs.

BUT gillian (ah jiao)! i so want to believe what others had said- that the photos are photoshpoed. however, she did admit indirectly by saying that she was too naive in the past. she didnt admit that the girl in the photo was her, yes, but such statement is not exactly subtle. apparently, it is as good as admitting that "heyy! yes i'm her on the photo with my legs spread out wide" to me, she always has this good girl image, but it seems that actually, good girls who look sweet gentle and naive, do have a very wild side after all! haha.

in the end, everybody does have skeletons in the cupboard. the only difference is that if these skeletons were to be dug out, how big would the whole affair be? they are intetnational stars, and of course, the spotlight would be thrown on them because people just wants to know everything and anything about these popular figures. if it were to be an ah pek pek next door, i dont think anybody will give a hoot about it. they would propably just label him as a pervert, avoid him like he is dung, and then the end, no more issues and yadah yadah over it.

finally, street soccer again tml! one word- excited! and after that

i will study hard :)

i really dreaded valentine's day this year. though i busied myself with baking cookies for my friends and acted like i am all excited, the truth is no, i am not. for the past three years, i spent this special day with him, but this year, he's spending it with another girl, he's new love.

to make things worse, today happened to be my second day of menses. i felt so lethargic, distracted and disorientated. i felt like i'm floating through air, and am moving around only when the wind blows. i really miss him so much. i do. seeing his new girl and him walking around the school today made me feel so weak. i just want to cry and cry and cry. i still remembered i baked a big boy figure cookie for valentine last year and he told me his family and him enjoyed it. today, how badly i wanted to pass him the packet of cookies i baked. but i dont trust my voice and my emotions if i were to talk to him. what made things more depressing for me is that i couldnt perform well for training today. i felt i couldnt give in my best.

but of course, i've still got great friends around me to add a little sunshine to grey days like these. got valentine gifts from my clique and the soccer girls. got to kiss brenda too! i just love receiving and giving away kisses :) thanks for everything dear friends! and today! its revealed who my angel is! teo szeying! i guessed correctly lar. ever since her first anonymous gift for me. szeying's valentine's msg to me touched me alot. she's someone whom i really enjoy heart to heat talk with :) junkai, my mortal, totally couldnt guess i was his angel! the angel and mortal game is really fun to play, especially when looking at your mortal's facial expression upon receiving his/her anonymous gift from you!

anyway, a phto of sweetheart and me yst. i love my nerdy style. the only lacking is the black thick plastic frame specs! :)













i want to get over you soon. if not, you will just keep spoiling my days. i dont want a miserable me. i want to be happy again, without you infiltrating my every thoughts.

tried to pon school the past two days but it proved to be unsuccessful! :( this is really bad because i am just so tired, and the accumulation of exhuastion makes me feel so erms, constipated every morning when i wake up.

so. on sunday, went out with my secondary school clique to shop a little at fareast. jingwen and i met yiting, huiying, chris and jas at the basement of the mall and yiting had a mini gathering with one of my friend, who coincidentally, was her primary school friend. and i bought a bucket bag! as usual, i purchased it at the spur of the moment. its like, it caught my eye so i got to have it kind of thing. i'm usually always like that. AND jingwen got hers for 7 bucks cheaper lar! haha. after the shopping, went to meet my junior to catch 27 dresses which was a really sweet movie. nothing spectacular, but really sweet. and it was hilarious too :)







yuting and yiting! long lost friends! haha



the girls. we know how to shop too!



ahgong jingwen me!



sweetie pie

then. on monday, ran 10 rounds the track with the girls on coach's instructions. it was a great workout and i'm sure i burnt like thousands of calories! yays! haha. was really excited for our coming evening soccer reunion dinner and to give connie her birthday surprise. as we wait for the rest, we whiled away our time on the pitch, camwhoring and making a great deal of din that the pc teacher told us off! some of us then left for imm first, to get a sunflower and cake for dear connie. she almost caught me with her sunflower in my hand! thank God elaine was fast enought to draw her away! haha. reunion dinner at yuhua village and once agian, we were the source of all noise pollution. the food was mouthwatering and all of us were bloated after that. gave connie a surprised but it got almost thwarted by theresa! haha. the great fun had me reaching home feeling like a happy and very very satisfied girl :)



sweethearts







she looks pained to receieve my kiss :(





brenda said this is the orgasm look -_- haha



yes babe! you're the giant!



a picture speaks a thousand words! look at her grief when lixuan left! haha



brenda is love!



childhood haha





she brings me to cloud nine :)



chris attempts to carry me. and she was successful!



lixuan and tzer!



yiting lost her 50 bucks!



but she's happy anyway!



this photo made me laugh!



connie, our eldest! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!





the passion

ran another 10 rounds alone today during my break and lixuan was really sweet to keep me comapny for about 2 rounds plus, and encouraging me :) really touched! ASEAN summit during history was way engaging and fun as we all role played as delegates from different ASEAN countries to settle on a resolution best for our region. history IS alive, not dead :) anyway, rushed off to westmall to catch sweeny todd with suresh. man! this is a really different kind of musical, so dark and violent. i was quite sickened when johnny depp slit off the throats of his customers, where their blood gushed out like waterfalls, and their body jerked and twitched in a sickened sort of way. and when they made human meat pies out of those murdered corpses for sale! *VOMITS*

street with the girls tml after half day in school! FINALLY! after such a long hiatus! anyway, am going to get angbao from miss lim! lalalala. hope its a decent amount lol. street street street street. CANT WAIT!

finally,

HAPPY CHINESE

NEW YEAR

to everybody and dont eat too much! haha.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

fun with chris at sportslink

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY! haha. wow been pretty busy this week to update but now that friday's night is here, it is the perfect time.

#1 we lost to ofs for last saturday's soccer match with the final score of 1-0. however, to the team, it was victory. we all played really well and we gave every fibre of our being into the game. yiting was a hell of a goalie, the most steady woman! hahaha. and we all did made the angmohs cry in a manner of speaking. we tackled them fiercely and they keep falling over, screaming or groaning.

but i was being mocked at, and at that moment, it affected me to quite an extent. i was marking this angmoh as they received a corner kick. for no sensible reason at all, she pushed me! my body automactically reacted, and i shoved her back. little did i know i would be at the receiving end of an insult. she immediately looked down at me (apparently she was taller) and sneered, "you DWARF, you're not supposed to mark me like that". i was like what the F. dwarf? DWARF?! but in the end, i found this whole incident to be really amusing. in fact, i told my team and we did have a laugh together. so the dwarf thing, and tzer's "because you are stoo-pid (with an angmoh's slang)" thing sort of become our inside joke. hahaha.

#2 theresa and i went all the way to teacher's network at grange road to help out for the issac soccer tournament match on wednesday. and it was really, an embarrassing case of mistaken identity.

basically, we were to look for this mr fong, who was the pitch maanger. however, both of us were like the only souls present at that point of them. then after awhile, this teacher-like person approached us, and naturally, i assumed he was mr fong!

From theresa's blog:

Turtle: are you Mr Fong?

Teacher: No. He'll be arriving in a red car. ( Upon closer look, we both realised there was NYJC on the shirt.

Then after awhile, he told us that he's reaching or something. He sounded like a woman now! and we both freaked. Then we started looking for signs. Signs like bra strap, hairy legs, boobs, veins on the hands etc. Then we saw the bra strapes!!!!!! Turtle was so embarrassed! Sad case man. If I were her and someone comes up to me and ask me if I'm a Mister something, I'll just cry. LOLLOLLOL.

ohh man! but its seriously so not my fault! anybody will mistake her for a guy, i'm sure!

enjoyed theresa's company thoroughly on thursday, from eating wanton noodles all the way to westmall bus stop, and i take joy in teasing her about WJ! hahaha.

to: xiao lee (little pear):

remember the plans about the zoo outings ohhk! and cao mei is NOT GRAPE!

from: xiao xia (little prawn)

#3 today was so funny after school. of course, funny is always associated with the girls. i started the prank on tzerjing's hand. and i drew the marker ink all the way up her hand.

Me (holding marker): this is a man (referring to marker). when you want him to stop walking, just say stop.

Tzer Jing (hand stretched out): ohhk.

Me: this is a normal man (started drawing a straight line vertically up tzer's hand)

Tzer: stop!

(i then stopped and...)

Me: this is a blind man (started drawing a second line the same way)

Tzer: stop!

(i then stopped again...)

Me: this is a DEAF man (started drawing a third line)

Tzer: stop!

(i continued...)

Tzer: stop! stop! STOOOOOOOOOPPP!

the line went a very long way up her hand. haha.

elaine was three times more mean.

elaine (held tzer's finger): (points to tzer's pinky) this is your home. (points to tzer's thumb) this is the firestation. one day your house is on fire. what is the quickest way to get the fire to be extinguished?

tzer: blah blah blah (i forgot what she said already)

elaine: (bends head towards tzer's palm and PUI!)

SHE SPAT ONTO TZER'S PALM! i swear i saw her sticky saliva dripping from her mouth to the palm! the rest of us screamed and ran away, leaving tzer to clean up her mess! haha. she did the same thing to huiying, but this time, she said that it wasnt saliva but phlegm! like eeeewwww (x100000000000000000)!

so, tml's yet another match with another angmoh school, tanglin trust school (TTS) and they are really solid players. they beat ofs 4-1 can! strangely, i'm not feeling the usual nervousness and butterflies but instead, i feel quite prepared and ready. i know my team wii give in our their best, and fight until the very end :)

Hope is never giving up until the final whistle blows

sometimes, we get so caught up with our everyday lives, we forgot our closest kins we loved us so much. we treasure our friends more and offer a whole lot more words of encouragement and words of love to them. why not slow down, and take time once again, to appreciate and encourage the close kins of ours, so that they will know they are remembered :)