so a few days back, man utd won the champions league, grabbing two big titles to their club name. and almost every man utd fan i congrats went "glory glory man utd" in my face haha. ohhk at least it is much more acceptable than some cocky man utd fan who, in the early morning in the school canteen, held up some man utd scarve and proclaimed to the whole uninterested school population, his fanatical love for his club.

gosh. but so what liverpool's got no title this year? we'll never walk alone and is still the best club around :) anyway, found this on youtube. The Kop song Reds fans dedicated specially for fernando torres. its like super cool:

His armband proved
He was a Red
Torres Torres
You'll Never Walk Alone It said
Torres Torres
We bought the lad
From sunny Spain
He gets the ball
He scores again
Fernando Torres
Liverpool's Number Nine
Na Nar Na Nar
Fernando Torres
Liverpool's Number Nine

my number's close. just flipped the 6 over and its 9! :) i hope i can catch spain in action.

career fair on wednesday was rather beneficial. especially the exhibition part. i really want to take up the scholarship for SAF. you know, i get to go bmt with the guys next year, plus i will be paid a monthly salary of a regular in the army! my tuition fees will be covered in the uni, and really, it has all the perks. but then again, a few things are holding me back.

1) i must do like extremely well if i want to receive the scholarship. CAN I? thats the question.

2) am i willing to go through uniformed life again? 4 tough years in npcc with all the marching, corporeal punishments etc. and then there will be a 4 to 6 years bond with the army. will i want to do it all over again?

from chris's blog:

& the other thing is, there's BMT for 3 months.
i dont like push-ups.
i dont like punishments.
yea i can take running but i doubt bmt's just ten rounds a day.
my biao-yee's bf said bmt's horrible.
only monsters will say it's shiok.
i dont want moss or worms growing out of my toes when e boots get soggy.
neither do i not wanna shower & jut be contented with a powder bath.
plus there's menses!
i'll probably get pimples on my ass if e officer gets mad.

LOL.

3) i'm obsess with getting myself inked. tattooed. and i so badly want one on my right tigh after graduation. joining the army would means giving up on my graduation wish. once again, am i willing?

but once again, army life seems exciting and like it would provide you with countless opportunites to realise your potential or do things you've never done before. say for example, humanitarian aid. and its all these that attracts me to take up the scholarship. furthermore, daddy's all for it, and he encourages me to follow his footsteps.

ARGH. i cant believe i'm going to be an adult soon. no longer can i hide under my parent's wings, for it is shameful for me to do so. it comes to this period of life where it would be my turn to take good care of them, and my turn to provide for them. but it also means, i'll be on my own. no longer the little girl, but someone who have to carve out the rest of her life by herself.

its scary.

had a blast of outdoor fun on thurs, where i got really soaked in sweat and adrenaline rush. soccer in the morning and basketball after school. i love the feeling of playing basketball again. its been awhile since i've bounced the ball. and playing with the soccer girls, lingdi and some other people reminds me of last year when i play basketball almost everyday. PLUS it reminds me of how i got to know crystal hahaha. anyway, i think chai is superb. like she should either 1) join the guys soccer team or 2) join the basketball team. haha.

friday's gp test after school was horrendously torturous. my shoulders ached so badly, and my stomach growled so loudly during the paper, it disturbed my friends beside me. could only smile and apologised sheepishly. could actually let off some steam after the paper ended, but had to meet my mom for dinner. so missed out on soccer with the girls and the usual guys we would play with.

AND I MISSED SOCCER ON SAT AGAIN because of my bloody dry eyes. thanks to my vanity of course. i refused to leave house with my specs on, so i got to wear my contacts almost everyday so i'll feel assured at the thought that at least i look better. woke up on saturday morning and my eyes were dry and red, and so i decided to give street a miss.

this translate to not seeing the girls for like until today. which is like ages. i hope they're missing me because i'm missing them too. actually, i could actually see them today in school. if its not for my laziness to not leave house to study with them. but i'm lazy(!) and the heavy rain in the morning makes it so shiok for me to sleep in. i miss the soccerettes!!!

shopped yesterday at vivo with family after church. just kept walking and shopping, walking and shopping. and i bought many clothes! its the GSS after all. and its not that often i indulge myself in retail therapy. for one, i've got no money. and i'm a jc student too. i dont have to rummage my closet everday, and worry what clothes should i clad on to school. like the poly people. well, daddy and mommy were great, willing to spend on sis and me. i love them. which makes me so guilty after the shopping spree.

so anway, was online yesterday night (after shopping) to rush through my Phsysical Quality (testimonal of ourselves, which we're supposed to write for ourselves) so its a whole lot crap of bullshit. i felt so damn thickskin writting the whole thing, but its like that in the outside world. you've got to sell yourself, make yourself look like an attractive package, so people would want to hire you or give you a place in their uni. there's no such thing as overlooking your flaws. honesty is not the best policy, no, if you want to get far. life's a bitch sometimes.

SO ANYWAY, i sidetracked again. was online yesterday night, and the two people i missed the most, were online and we chatted! khine and yishu! i was overjoyed! khine's fine with kevin, and yishu injured his knee AGAIN haha. its a really great feeling chatting up with old friends. and jill said she laughed her ass off becuase coach looked like an older version of yishu haha. yeahh, just hope to see them again. yishu kept saying "aite", which only reminds me of noi becuase he always say that too. and khine asked me if i had any boyfriend now. i said no. GIRLFRIEND? she asked. i wanted to smack her. haha.

noi's birthday is coming. 29th may. its a constant mental debate of whether should i get him something, and even ask him out to celebrate his birthday. i dont know what i should do.


I told Seven the Bartender that true love is felonious.
'Not if they're over eighteen,' he said, shutting the till of the cash register.
By then the bar itself had become an appendage, a second torso holing up my first. 'You take someone's breath away,' I stressed. 'You rob them of the ability to utter a single word.' I tipped the neck of the empty liquor bottle toward him. 'You steal a heart.'
He wiped up infront of me with a dishrag. Any judge would toss that case out on its ass.'
'You'd be surprised.'
Seven spread the rag out on the brass bar to dry. 'Sounds like a misdemeanor, if you ask me.'
I rested my cheek on the cool, damp wood. 'No way,' I said.
'Once you're in, it's for life.'

ah huh. that's love.







we're like a poster team outside a sports shop!