i'm really stressed out. i hate competitions. it always give me a gagging sensation. and bumpy nights. and nauseousness when i smell even the most delicious food.

i wish for late mornings again, where i can continue living in my fairytale land until noon time. i'm so tired.

and i realised my blog entries are rather negative recently. cant help it. my mood's pretty sucky these days. many things make me happy, but what i need now, is really for my confidence to be back.

however, the funniest thing that is still making me laugh now, is singapore's alan rickman flirting with my dear theresa! hahahaha. i swear he's hitting on her :D