i've got cravings for hot chocolate. anybody wants to treat me? :)

soccer training rules big time. we jogged from jj to clementi. i must say its indeed an achievement. another level of endurance and perserverance. plus we came across this huge posionous snake as we jogged passed the canal! and we had to quickly run pass it before it strikes. hahaha. how cool! now i know how scary steve irwin's job actually is. but if i have to choose a reptile, give me an iguana. i really want to keep one as my pet. sighs.

pooled with suresh at timah tonight after work. he's a pro and he says i'm not bad so *grins* received a pat on the head from him after a good ball into the pocket. haha. but still got lots to learn and more to practice. but now more importantly, i want to get back my bowling form. hahaha.

supposed to feel good tonight after a few rounds of pool but talking with suresh left me feeling quite down. because n appeared in our topics a few times. and i really miss him.

every conversation we exchange makes me realise that i've really lost you.

tv serial: heroes is really exciting.

and if i were to possess a form of superpower, i want to be able to fly, to soar high up into the sky and take a plunge from the great heights above. and i want to shoot into the universe to grab a star and wish upon it. and wish that i can trust love again. and wish for me to happy and only happiness to be with me.

and if i were to possess another form of superpower, i want to be able to turn invisible on my own will. so i wont have to hide my feelings during the day and appear only during the solitary night. but whenever i feel like i need to disappear, poof! i'm gone. and somewhere i can be crying floods but nobody can see. and probably i should remain invisible for as long as possible. then i'll know if i really do depart from this world, have i left behind footprints in the hearts of people i mixed with.

really, fuck my fucked up feelings :)