i think prayer changes everything.

and God calms the raging storms in me. He gives me strength to face the darkest moments.

why have i not seen that He is actually my star? and that He's the only one that who can never disappoint me? i miss God, i miss praying, i miss spending time with Him.

but why do i turn to Him only in times of need when all others failed?

Thank you Lord Jesus for always being there and i'm sorry for being a sunday christian. Help me be a more faithful child of yours. Amen.