fuck it because liverpool's playing at their worst today. this is football at its dumps. my dad said the board should sack rafa because his absurd policy of rotation is not working. in fact, BOO to it. i'm feeling so fuck up right now because the match was really rotten. torres, alonso, agger are all recovering so they're not in the game. with 3 good players gone, well, its a disadvantage for liverpool of course, but heyy, there's still other good players like peter crouch. but rafa has to put sissoko in! like wtf because sissoko cant even control the ball properly. miss pass, no foresight. in plain words, he can go be a benchwarmer lar. and today's formation, there's only one striker, dirk kuyt. its like really wtf. rafa should just put peter crouch in lar. based on his performance all these while, he's really doing extremely well. doesnt mr benitez knows that one man can make a huge difference? dont forget crouch scored 3 goals against arsenal in last season's epl.

man! and liverpool's midfield was so strong in the past. look, they played a really good game last week against arsenal. just do the same this match lar! its just blackburn. the midfield cant even control the ball properly and they have no confidence to penetrate or take strikes. this is not liverpool at the beginning. what went wrong? rafa, please wake up. its time to change your strategy. liverpool's already at the 6th position in the league. dont take any more chances with with the poor play in champion league too.

i seriously dont know why i'm feeling this anger and agitation so intensely right now. really fucked up over the first half. maybe its because liverpool is actually more than capable of a good play. but something just went wrong in the middle of the season.

please, just put peter crouch in and sub out sissoko lar.

i cant bring myself to watch the 2nd half anymore. maybe i should just go sleep. its maddening and very 'pek chek' to watch a good team play like shiet. ohh well, maybe 2nd half should be better. the feeling of being disappointed by somebody u thought so highly of is just one word, fuck. :(

hope my next entry would be something like "yays. liverpool scored" :(