went to church again after a long break. sighs. i did enjoy myself but i dont think i can commit my time and effort to it. to me, religion also acts like one's conscience. when u do something wrong or is contemplating to do something wrong, there will be nagging tugs on your mind telling you that this is bad, that u should not do it. but once you're no longer devoted, you're like free to do anything you want without really needing to go into deep consideration with regards to what you're about to do. and of course, once you've taken that set of actions, you wouldnt feel guilty about it, unlike that in the past. sighs again. i've been there and done that! lets just say i sincerely belive that God exists but i just cant be a good christian.

anyway after church, rush down to kallang to meet bestie weizi and joehan for kayaking. it was pouring like anything so i thought the whole thing would be cancelled. in the end, we still embarked and kayaked for 2 hours plus although there were slight drizzles once in awhile. bought myself a pair of booties as i thought i probably should carry on with the 3 star course. but i realised my 2 star skills were anciently rusty and i was so paranoid the whole journey through. maybe because some friend kept asking me to be careful and not drown and i took the warnings too seriously. anyway, dragonboaters were training too and i could only stare in awe because of their impeccable build and tan. and ohh yeahh! the rain spoilt everything because THERE WAS NO SUN! had the prospect have getting a good tan actually laaarrr.

went home after dinner from kallang and we took bus 51 all the way. weizi and joehan alighted halfway because joehan needed to boo boo. haha. and can anybody tell me what does "i need to commando" means? the bus ride was SUPER long but i slept most of the way until je interchange. took 333 home and guess what? i dropped my pouch when i alighted the bus! my valuables and everything were inside. i'm such a kuku. thank God 333 makes a round so i scrambled over to the opposite bus stop and waited for it. and phew! some kind soul passed my pouch to the bus driver and he gave it back to me. singaporeans have a good sense of integrity afterall!

I'M SO EXHAUSTED NOW! but there's liverpool vs tottenham epl RIGHT NOW so i'm catching it! i hope lp wins this time. seriously speaking, i'm scared to watch this match. what if they diappoint me again? ohh well, its starting so SO LONG!