to jalaine: darling! aaahh i'm really so sorry for making you wait pointlessly for an hour for me yesterday! i feel so bad. please forgive me :(

anyway, i want to say cheer up sweetheart! life has always its ups and downs. whats most important is that u've got buddies around you to take your blues away! haha. at the meantime, train hard and study harder. i'm confident that you will see the fruits when the race ends :)

loves.



i'm almost addicted to the rubix cube. jingwen says it makes me autistic =/ ohh well, its hardly that i get so interested in this kind of puzzle stuff, so its not neccessarily a bad thing. haha. and chris has been an angel today, teaching this turtle the whole complicated process of solving the whole thing. i must say its indeed an accomplishment. haha. and jas claims that i'm very fierce while doing the rubix cube. lol! its because i'm giving the whole object my utmost attention and any interruptions just get on my nerves. its the same when it comes to solving maths questions. my ugly side will be revealed. haha.

and i've already paid back xiaowei 9 hours of bball yesterday! an hour more to go. haha. she and i make a good team :)

its always good to be in the presence of friends, noise and busyness. they block out the feelings most raw and numb the hurts most pain.

They just flow constantly,
like a broken dam.
The taste of saltiness,
as the tongue carresses its lips;
All too familiar.
The tell-tale signs of the night's
usual relapse;
With credits to his callousness.

it's really not easy.